The Day before You....

Well the wedding is 57 days away and I feel like everything won't get done in time. Stressing over little things.. but I can't help it.. Even though I feel so pressed for time I know that I have an amazing guy that loves and adores me! That we have family and friends helping us along the way! :)) And I am so grateful to have the people I do in my life! I wouldn't be where I was today without any of them! 

Landon is amazing! I have been really crabby and upset the last few days due to work and stress... but he has been amazing through it all! He constantly is trying to make me smile and laugh when sometimes it seems impossible. He does such a good job at making me feel better  with being three hours away from each other. Its hard but I know that he loves me and would do anything for me! He has shown me how to love myself and that I am an amazing person which he reminds me everyday!! I love all our inside jokes and the fact he is the only one that can make me smile when I am down. I don't know where I would be without him! And I can't wait to be married to my best friend in 57 days! :)) 

I know that life is going to throw obstacles in our way but together we will over come anything with each other and the help of our family and friends that have been there through a ton with us! :) And I am grateful and way appreciative of what everyone has done for us!!!!

I have learned that no matter how stressed out I get that I have people that love me and care for who I am! And always.... push me.... 

TO ALWAYS FOLLOW MY HEART!! :)) 

Experience of a Lifetime!

I had the opportunity to be an extra in Will Smith's new movie called After Earth! I was a cadet and worked all five days they were here in Moab. Some of the many things I got to experience were:

1. See how much time and effort goes into making a movie! You shoot all day and only get about 15 seconds of the movie. Waking up at four-six in the morning and then not getting done till five-six at night. Makes me apperciate movies more!

2. A lot of the people were from L.A. and to see the different culture was amazing! They all commented on how I was so young to be getting married soon when they all wait three, four years of being with someone! Another thing was the night life.. and let me tell you these people loved to PARTY!! They were always making comments about how soon the bars closed.

3. I got to experience getting my hair and make up done everyday! And it was so relaxing and something I would get use to! Also they fed us amazing food such as; steak, salmon, pasta bars and many other things.

4. Last I got to meet Will Smith, Jaden Smith, Isabelle Fuhrman! They were so much fun to work with! Us girls helped teach Isabelle how to skip rocks.. And Will Smith is such a funny guy! As well as awesome to be around.  And he told me Happy Birthday! :)) Which made it the BEST birthday yet!

This experience is one that I will never forget! I got to meet tons of people and have the opportunity to be in a movie. I would not consider this a career but wouldn't mind being a stunt man! :)) But who knows the possibilities of things, dreams, etc

WHEN YOU.........

ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEART! 

I'm one lucky girl

I am one lucky girl because......

1st I have the best guy for me! Landon treats me with repsect, and tells me how much he loves me and is always reminding me of why he fell in love with me! He still opens the door after 8 months of dating and I love it!

2nd he came down this last weekend and I barely saw him because I have been working on a movie called After Earth with Will Smith and Jaden Smith and it has been a great experience that I am glad I get to be apart of. But Landon was a trooper and spent lots of time with my family while I was gone.

3rd I have a family that loves me for me and is always pushing me to achieve my dreams.. they push me farther than I think I can go and I wouldn't change a thing.

There are many other reasons why I am one lucky girl! But this last weekend has helped me to see it more and more. I love my life and the people in it. Everyone has touched me in some way to strenghten me as a person.. they have been there through my ups and downs. Showed me how to show love for others. That I can achieve anything I put my mind to.

And always remember and thank the great influences you have in your life because they will always push you to...... Always.......

FOLLOW YOUR HEART!